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    Saturday, January 26th, 2002
    11:27 pm
    this is like my fav song by mariah carey.... its sooooo true at times in my life
    They can say anything they want to say
    Try to bring me down
    But I will not allow
    Anyone to succeed
    Hanging clouds over me
    And they can try hard to make me feel
    That I don't matter at all
    But I refuse to falter
    In what I believe
    Or lose faith in my dreams

    CHORUS:
    'Cause there's a light in me
    That shines brightly
    They can try
    But they can't take that away from me
    From me

    They can do anything they want to you
    lf you let them in
    But they won't ever win
    If you cling to your pride
    And just push them aside
    See
    I have learned there's an inner peace I own
    Something in my soul
    That they cannot possess
    So I won't be afraid
    And darkness will fade

    'Cause there's a light in me
    That shines brightly
    They can try
    But they can't take that away from me

    No
    They can't take this
    Precious love
    l'll always have inside me
    Certainly the Lord will guide me
    Where I need to go

    They can say anything they want to say
    Try to break me down
    But 1 won't face the ground
    I will rise steadily
    Sailing out of their reach

    Oh Lord
    They do try hard to make me feel
    That I don't matter at all
    But I refuse to falter
    In what I believe
    Or lose faith in my dreams

    'Cause there's a light in me that shines brightly
    They can try
    But they can't take that away from me
    From me

    Current Mood: lonely
    Current Music: this song
    11:12 pm
    ..... Talking about sinor ball allready
    hey whats up.. im talking to my aunt about my dress.. shes gonna make it for me.. this is gonna be fun well i gotta go im making pict of the dress i want! chris babe i love you soooooooo much!

    Current Mood: artistic
    Current Music: i dont like to!
    Friday, January 25th, 2002
    10:33 am
    what can i do....
    I love chris to death.... and i miss jenn and i dont want to hurt chris or betray him by talking to jenn.. but i miss her.. ahhhhhh this is all confusing. someone anyone help! girl going sykko, well i donno i guess things arnt made to be right for me!
    Jenny
    Hate>,,,,,Love<,,,,,Good>,,,,,bad<,,,,pain,,saddness<
    it all fits into play!

    Current Mood: depressed
    Thursday, January 24th, 2002
    5:28 pm
    ITS Ok TO Miss SomeOne.........RIGHT?
    Hey everyone whats up? i just woke up and im like really tyred. i had 2 weird dreams one last night and one today.. they both and jenn in them and i figured it out because i miss her! im really cold me chris, amanda, and pat went ice skatinging today and burrrr it was cooold... well i gotta go because im talking to ppls and i donno.... ttyl
    BYes
    Jenny

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Tuesday, January 22nd, 2002
    4:45 pm
    things have changed and time has moved on and even know i dont have a few friends they ............
    LEFT FOOT PRINTS ON MY HEART>..
    i Miss everyone its like this year everything changed and we all split up... jenn.. amber.. jess... me .... hope everyone..i know this song was made for graduation but we all sang it at our 8th grade graduation! and i miss everyone.. i cry everytime i hear this song!@



    And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
    Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
    I keep thinking times will never change
    Keep on thinking things will always be the same
    But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
    No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
    And if you got something that you need to say
    You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
    Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
    These memories are playing like a film without sound
    And I keep thinking of that night in June
    I didn't know much of love
    But it came too soon and there was me and you
    And then we got real blue
    Stay at home talking on the telephone
    We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
    Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
    And this is how it feels

    1:
    As we go on, we remember
    All the times we had together
    And as our lives change, come whatever
    We will still be, friends forever

    So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
    When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
    Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
    Still be trying to break every single rule
    Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
    Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
    I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
    Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
    And this is how it feels

    Repeat 1

    La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
    La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

    Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
    Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
    I guess I thought that this would never end
    And suddenly it's like we're women and men
    Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
    Will these memories fade when I leave this town
    I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
    Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

    Repeat 1 x3
    ... i love you all and miss u all please keep in touch!

    Current Mood: lonely
    Current Music: FRIEND FOREVER!
    4:39 pm
    this is my song! damnit its weird~
    Caramel

    Well you can say I?m plain Jane
    But it ?s not the same, I ain?t into
    Big names, but I lke nice things
    I like boxin? matches and the football games
    I wouldn?t mind bein? an actress
    But I love to sing
    I like going out, taken walks ?n? stuff
    I don?t run with many girls cause they talk too much
    I enjoy quiet nights at home and
    Curl up next to ya-though I ain?t
    A virgin that don?t mean I?m havin?

    Cause anywhere I go I?m spotted
    And anything I want I got it
    5?5 with brown eyes, smile like the sun rise.
    REPEAT

    Baby look me in the eyes
    And tell me if
    I?m the kind f girl ya lke
    I?m feeling you
    Cause baby you?re my kind of guy
    That?s what it is
    Think about it you just might
    Wanna run with this
    All night long
    And if ya want me we can keep this goin?
    But let me tell you I?m the type that?s strong
    And I don?t trust a lot of men I?m independent
    I ain?t like some other women

    Cause anywhere I go I?m spotted
    And anything I do I want I got it
    5?5 with brown eyes, smile like the sun rise.
    REPEAT 1 time

    Ven Aqi, Ven Aqi mama, baby girl I don?t
    You know you are a star, I see we could take a little
    Trip to me casa, spend a night popin? cris in
    The hot tub, see I ain?t never seen no girl like you.
    Every sexy little thing you d o 5?5 brown eyes with your thick thighs.

    Current Mood: ditzy
    Current Music: vitaman c friends forever
    9:40 am
    weird ass dream!
    ... i has a really weird dream last night... i dremt that my dad had killed himself in jail and he sliced himself open and hung himeself from his small intestine! ewww that really freaked me out!but i think im going to go take a shower or something cause chris is commin over so i gotta go! eww i still am grosed out by that!!
    Laters
    Jenny

    Current Mood: lazy
    Monday, January 21st, 2002
    10:36 pm
    hey sup!?
    hey everyone... whats up? nadda here just got back from a really long ass game! ugh we lost.. it sooo pathetic jv wis by like 30 and our varsity sucks they loose by 20... i donno... anywho.. i miss chris!!!!!! i seen him earlyer but.. but i love him sooooo much.. and stuff... OMG!~!!! amanda.... hey lets not have ne more convos bout fingering shit out with ur dad on the phone ok! that was just weird... oh yeahs
    Yesterday was the best day!!!! me and chris went to see kate and neapold and then to his house to have fun wink wink!!! and then we went to dinner! babe i love you! it was to celeabrate our 6 month late.... i still cant belive that we made it that far!!!!! well gotta go ttyl
    Jenny
    XOXO

    Current Mood: sick
    Current Music:
    Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
    5:51 pm
    6MONTHS!~ HELLS YEAH~
    hey ppls whats up? yeahs we made it to six months!!! i love you chris.. ne who im not with chris right now bc hes in water town playin a hocky game~ go solvay! hehe lolne who g2g cause i need do somethings and then go take a shower@ and clean tha room! ttyl
    ~ Blondie~

    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: life house hangin by a moment chris and mine song!
    5:51 pm
    6MONTHS!~ HELLS YEAH~
    hey ppls whats up? yeahs we made it to six months!!! i love you chris.. ne who im not with chris right now bc hes in water town playin a hocky game~ go solvay! hehe lolne who g2g cause i need do somethings and then go take a shower@ and clean tha room! ttyl
    ~ Blondie~

    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: life house hangin by a moment chris and mine song!
    Wednesday, January 2nd, 2002
    8:11 pm
    Hey whats up its 20002~~ hells yeah this years gonna rock!
    Hey every 1 whats up this new years was the best! HEHE i got to spend it with Chris and my coz Jess... it was so fun... we drank wine coolers and shampane.... my mom got soooo drunk it was sooo funny tho... wow..anywho..today i realized life is only what u make it and its the best if u want it to bee this year is gonna be soooo goood i can feel it!g2g
    Jenny

    Current Mood: giddy
    Thursday, December 27th, 2001
    11:17 am
    hey
    hey ppls whats goin on.... i just got up.... chris is on his way over here and i look like hell! hehe lol..... hummmm i donno what to say having a blonde fry momenT hehe wrote more lata..
    ~*Jenny*~

    Current Mood: ditzy
    Current Music: wonderfull ~ everclear
    Wednesday, December 26th, 2001
    10:41 am
    Hey everyone!
    hey whats up this Christmas was the BEST!i was very busy but i got to spend christmas day with the one i love the most! chris babes i loves ya.lets see..... sunday i went to my aunt joannas for my dads side of the faimly thingie!? fun fun fun i hated it. my coz's jess and amanda were calling me a freak? whats up wid that? oh wells everyone cant be the same right? i left there early... and went with my mom and her bf to kennys house! ahhh that was scarry a buch of drunk guys ill tell you that wasent fun. then chris came and saved me bc it was so boring and we went back to his house and wached a movie.... heh his dog was laying on our feet.... then my mommy came and got me... and monday we went to my gramas ( the polish traditon) and i ate so much food i thoght that i was gonna explode! lol then we got to open presents... jim was saying that he never seen so many presents in his life.. i got...pants, and shurt, one of those sweater jacked thingies and teddy bear and lots of gifcertificates and money! heh then i got to go home.... and chirtmas day i opend presents with my mommmy, kari and jimmy, them after all that was over chris came over and i gave him his present ;) he.... and he gova me mine... heh kissy kiss bears! that was soooooooo cute... and i got a ring, neckless and earings... i love ya chris ur sooo cute.... then we got to go to his house that was fun!!! i got a present from his mommy and his aunt...then we played 31 and i won all chris' money back 4 him... and we got to come home.. somewere in there we went to my gramas for prime rib dinner... i forgoted that!? anywho.., i gotta bouce cause chris should be callin me!? hope everyone had a merry christmas! manda if u see this call me sometime we gotta chill over vacation ok babe! ttyl~
    BYES
    ~*Jenny*~

    Current Mood: cold
    Tuesday, December 18th, 2001
    10:44 pm
    im just trying to be mr. Nice guy and it blows up oopsy oh wells
    .. im not gonna be friends with jenn ne more... she only cause problems with me and chris and stresses me out so im gonna be calm bout everything... i dont want to be tyed down in bull.. but anywho,.. im talkin to my baby, gabby and de so ill talk to ya lata!
    ~*jenny*~
    10:44 pm
    im just trying to be mr. Nice guy and it blows up oopsy oh wells
    .. im not gonna be friends with jenn ne more... she only cause problems with me and chris and stresses me out so im gonna be calm bout everything... i dont want to be tyed down in bull.. but anywho,.. im talkin to my baby, gabby and de so ill talk to ya lata!
    ~*jenny*~
    Monday, December 17th, 2001
    10:24 am
    why cant people be happy just because im happy?
    .. i talked to jenn for a wile last night and we both realized we where wrong when we fought... i hurt her a great deal and she hurt me.. but you haveta be willin to forgive and forget true friends do just leave eachouter out in the cold the welcome eachouter in with open arms and a hot cup of coco. the truth is iv missed jenn and its great to be able to takl to her and hopefully see her again soon.... so then we can get back that great friendship that we had..im sorry if some of you dont think this is a good idea in worrie that it will only hurt me and jenn again but this time we wont let it were workin on things.. and its gonna be all better soon.. chris i love you more than ever but please try and understand we need this... to make us happy and to have one less thingon our minds to stress about... i love you and im sry but i gotta go with my gut instinck now... i did when i met u and look what we have when were not fightin wich i hope wont become a regular occasion. i just dont get y evereyone allwasy has something to hide... just tell the world gotta go bc i needa do my hw and think.,.. im sorry to all those who i hurt!

    Current Mood: determined
    Current Music: real man alica keys
    Sunday, December 16th, 2001
    9:11 pm
    happy ann hunny!
    Me and chris finally made it to 5! hehe next comes 6 .... well anyways today i decided to give it a shot and tell jenn how i felt in her live journal... i think it worked bc she replyed with this...
    Jen,
    Im glad you feel that way,and ur trying to keep upp with things..I dont like the way things turned out..i never wanned it to be this way..but i guess in our own little ways we pushed e/o away..i donno if we meant to or not..but i guess it was working up 2 it..and maybe it was 4 the best cause now maybe in a while we can see things straight again and be friends again..maybe this was just something that happened so we could have a little time off and get things fixed...i know it was 4 the best cause i know 4 a fact i was putting u thru hell and i didnt want that nor did u need it...so i guess taking this time off will prolly help things out alot...and i hope to god that we can be friends again really soon..i miss you ALOT weather ne1 believes it or not..i really cant wait 2 be friends with u again..i hope it will be son if at all...
    <3*~Ur Friend~*
    *~~~>~~>~@{Jenn Coufal}@~<~~<~~~*
    aint that sweet... i miss her so damn much im hopein.. we can hang out again soon... well i got got too much tome to chat jenn i miss you! chris happy ann. hunny i love ya... gotta bouce ttyl
    ~*Jenny*~

    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: matchbox20 long day with a smile!
    Saturday, December 15th, 2001
    10:56 pm
    thinking makes some things wores and outhers better
    iv spent the past few months thinging about how everything got fucke dup with me jenn, amber, and jess... and some how i keep tracing it back to bubba... i dont wanna bring him up at all bc tomarrow's mine and chris; 5 mounths... hunny im so sorry 4 bringin him up but i gotta get thes all writen down.... see when i went out with bubba.... amber and jess dident want me to jenn dident really sem to care... jess went out with him a day after he broke up w/ me thats what started me being mean tords her and that was mad long agao now...... maber has allways needed some what of space shes not good talking probs out in person.... anyways... i think that thats what made me and jess fight and than amber kinda took hre side and things hit the fucking fan from there.... i wish i could do it all over again adn i know damn well i cant.. chris has been nothing but great to me and i dident tell him about any of this bothering me untill tonight bc i dident really tell anyone it was and is osmething that i need to figure out and work out myself. im sorry... and amnda if u get offend by any of this im sorry but you gotta uynderstand these ppl are the first real friend that i ever had and i gotta set things right befor i can ssy good bye... holding on to the past is one thing that everyone at sometime in there life finds it really hard to let a part of it go.. adn this is my part i let every thing with my dad and mom go.....and now iv let the cutting habat and the wanting to die somewhay go.. i mean everyones gonna die but please live life to its worth...... i have a lil siter who loosks up to em adn is starting to do some things that i do.. i gave up smaking, and being in that croud now i wanna set things sreaight well i got the frist part figured out now i gotta go think some more... ttyl byes



    I love Chris Norfolk 4e and allways! till death do us part!
    ~*~~*Jenny*~~*~

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: Long Day ~Matchbox 20~
    Wednesday, November 28th, 2001
    8:56 pm
    BUSY
    hey whats up things have benn busy here.. iv had cheerleading practice everyday for the past 3 weeks and our first game is friaday at bishop girmes! the cobras! anywho... amanda.. the games gonna rock! ::cheers:: rock rock steady steady! lol chris hun i love you and happy bday early... ( his bdays tomarrow ) heh ur gonna be 17... well i really gotta run talkin to marti ttyl
    bye bye
    Jenny

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: my voice thats gone
    Saturday, November 24th, 2001
    10:22 pm
    pain is spoken through words
    Clock to death clicks near my time
    I spin this knife like a dime
    Cut into my arm.. bleed to the floor
    Pain of past hide no more
    Tears of why
    Don?t be doubt
    Pushed me to the edge
    Think id last
    Now my time is fadeing fast

    Kiss me good bye
    My time has come
    Cept this time I reach for a gun
    Holding it back
    Deep down inside
    Not to be ended is a suaside
    Pain of love is breaking my heart
    Holding be back as if a start

    Iv fallin in to a pit
    Of never ending depression
    Dispare and all has swallowd me whole.
    I cry for help
    Scream y and no don?t let me go
    But im gone?

    Life goes on living in the past
    It ill kill you
    If not it shure as hell will kick u in the ass
    Don?t think forgeting is easy
    Or forgiveing really means that u forgot
    Youre friends will teach you a lot..
    If not to love then to hate
    Hate with a pasion and not be late

    Trust who will listen
    Talk to whos there?.
    This is really getting me no where?
    So I lunge for a kife yet again
    Hopeing all the pain will end
    Somhow this rout
    Rout of escape
    Has taken me back
    Right back to the begaing again.

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: linkin park break
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